Yours

Right now I am surrendering my long days,
my aching head,
my whirring mind,
my irrational insecurities,
my not yet settled financial status.
You told me you want it.

Right now I am surrendering those unspoken hopes
that I dare not breathe to anyone
or even pen in my journal.
The ones I hardly mention
even to You.
You told me You'd take care of them.

Right now I am surrendering my fragile heart.
has been bandaged too many times to recall.
I hardly leave it unattended anymore.
I'm afraid.
Don't hurt it.
You told me You know how I feel.

I know.